reality not as it seems
dreams are just dreams
mind makes pretend things
not real must be insane binge
reality makes you shed tears
not understanding the fears
wishing and wishing
upon that star
just once it comes not far
reality makes us fight
day in day out perfections sight
push and push yourself stand
only control you can command
reality truly bites a soul
took its pieces now i am cold
no feeling no tears left to shed
reality is,  i know of this
live it each and every day
fight to eat fight to pray
so tired of the fear
where is my protector dear
reality is so ironic
can’t have what you want
but will have one of it
choices have, choices had
part that hurts so bad

*trying to survive is tough*  …