Why???

ask again and again

beg plead tell me then

why you give me this pen

why you show dream stints

wake i did at your command

misty fog lifted gone

replaced by something all

different same but changed

into what you see i pray

done and done as you say

each and every turn

dream to what

dream to learn

understood done

did as you say

opened mind

closed eyes

to dark light

why oh why

do you give

tell me all

show me it

lives upon lives

tell me bits

command relay

or slip slip slip

ask again and again

what is this

what is my purpose

is this it will this be

am i shall i do as seen

ask again and again

begging please god’s

please tell me

why did you allow

why do you make

me say and say

viewed upon

insane ways

lunatic phrase

still i relay

no matter

the night or day

price i know i pay

why show me

what i can’t change

why did i wake

why did you

do you give?

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i feel ungrateful because i don’t understand and i am mad at them for showing me stuff i can not change .. today i wish they never showed me at all … i know i have a purpose …i don’t know what it is but i have done everything they said to do .. i will continue i know this … pity party here …i am blessed i must be humble and i must share and help where i can .. NO FEAR   i can do this …<3

Author: Leslie Stockton

I am a Poet it seems. But I am many things this is just a small part of who I am. I write *Love Ballads* and *Erotic* prose. This is my little world you see. My passions are *Art* *Music* *Poetry* *Health & Fitness* *Outdoor Activities* *Fashion* *Costuming* ..etc etc. I am a Leo except the part about being in the spotlight *whispers* my preference is home by a fire. I have many belief’s; like signs, patterns, numbers, colors, everything has an energy you see. All things!! To me anyway. That interaction we experience is a kind of sending and receiving of vibrations to me. The cliche’ ..DARK TO LIGHT applies. We are all connected and share *a something* which can not be defined nor understood in our current state of development. So within my limited brain capacity that is what i have chosen to believe in its barest form. But i follow my instincts and try to be a better human. If you ever met me, well I have been told I leave a lasting impression. May the Verse Be with You. ≧◠◡◠≦✌

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