CHOICES ..

made my choice
saw it then
what was given
was my sin
never understood
really saw
saw what it was
the why the want
made my choice
late to bloom
mind of a child
shell of lust
wanted sighs
made my choice
long long ago
knew the inside
was only way to go
hold that mind
saves the day
made my choice
that very day
never use abuse
take break make
to have to hold
took that long road
harsh hard stones call
show all the scars
that day
I MADE MY CHOICE

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we all make choices in this life and each life we lead, ITS NOT THE DESTINATION, ITS THE JOURNEY .. <3

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this was a defining moment in my life .. so here is a story for you all ***

where i grew up it was harder for me because i stood out as different..i had to be tough to survive..so made a choice when i was 14 began working and learned how to fight .. I chose the biggest bully in the hood ..she was 6′ tall big chick .. mean bitch ..

One day after school on the bus they were about to drop us off and she started in on me again..See i was raised to turn the other cheek .. Well that day i decided NO MORE .. the bus driver pulled over .. everyone got out ..before I BEGAN ..i said .. i will walk away ..she just started cursing ..i laughed and said OK

Had her down in less than 3 min .. beat the shit out her .. and i kept asking her DO U GIVE UP .. she kept saying no ..SO I KEPT beating her face to pulp .. FINALLY she screamed I GIVE UP ..

I got up the crowd around us ..I LOOKED AT ALL OF THEM .. and said DO NOT EVER FUCK WITH A PUERTO RICAN AGAIN make sure I CAN NOT GET UP OR YOU WILL GO DOWN ..walked away and did not turn my back ..just kept walking ..

that was a defining moment in my life .. I FOUND I WAS STRONGER THAN I THOUGHT ..I FOUND THAT MY *WILL TO WIN* WAS stronger than i could have ever imagined .. survival of the fittest is very true ..

Author: Leslie Stockton

I am a Poet it seems. But I am many things this is just a small part of who I am. I write *Love Ballads* and *Erotic* prose. This is my little world you see. My passions are *Art* *Music* *Poetry* *Health & Fitness* *Outdoor Activities* *Fashion* *Costuming* ..etc etc. I am a Leo except the part about being in the spotlight *whispers* my preference is home by a fire.

I have many belief’s; like signs, patterns, numbers, colors, everything has an energy you see. All things!! To me anyway. That interaction we experience is a kind of sending and receiving of vibrations to me. The cliche’ ..DARK TO LIGHT applies. We are all connected and share *a something* which can not be defined nor understood in our current state of development. So within my limited brain capacity that is what i have chosen to believe in its barest form. But i follow my instincts and try to be a better human.

If you ever met me, well I have been told I leave a lasting impression.

May the Verse Be with You. ≧◠◡◠≦✌

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