ALIVE ..

what became

has become

seeing now

what is done

read the back

turn the page

see those lines

day after day

that becoming

that began

reading what

was said all that

amazement

sheer shock

to read

what i said

when i was

in the dark

read the fear

saw the pain

felt for who

i was

before i became

shedding tears

not for sad

but because

i woke up

instead

reeling reeling

stolen time

back so far

when verse

began rhymes

stopped time

so sublime

surreal a feel

to know to see

what i felt

when all was dark

nothing else to see

fear was all it was

to live to be ME

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I found a comment JUST NOW, i made over 6 years ago, when i was not awake. I read what i said and re-read what i said. It freaked me out to the max.  All I read was fear in my words!!! I cried for myself reading it. That i could feel so alone and broken. You see last night i prayed to the gods to help me with an *insecurity* that has been weighing heavy on my mind lately.  That i am broken and who would want what is broken. (hence my poems lately) They answered my question reading that comment. That i may be BROKEN but it’s ok because so is everyone else you see lol lol My journey is amazing to me. I am so lucky to be alive. .. my gods .. i am truly blessed ..

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i hope you experience a knowing in your life like this .. I SEND TO YOU ALL LOVE AND LIGHT .. <3

Author: Leslie Stockton

I am a Poet it seems. But I am many things this is just a small part of who I am. I write *Love Ballads* and *Erotic* prose. This is my little world you see. My passions are *Art* *Music* *Poetry* *Health & Fitness* *Outdoor Activities* *Fashion* *Costuming* ..etc etc. I am a Leo except the part about being in the spotlight *whispers* my preference is home by a fire.

I have many belief’s; like signs, patterns, numbers, colors, everything has an energy you see. All things!! To me anyway. That interaction we experience is a kind of sending and receiving of vibrations to me. The cliche’ ..DARK TO LIGHT applies. We are all connected and share *a something* which can not be defined nor understood in our current state of development. So within my limited brain capacity that is what i have chosen to believe in its barest form. But i follow my instincts and try to be a better human.

If you ever met me, well I have been told I leave a lasting impression.

May the Verse Be with You. ≧◠◡◠≦✌

1 thought on “ALIVE ..”

  1. my Dr. told me to begin writing again after i woke up, so i did..i read my old poems when i began some were empty and sad some, happy and gay some but they evolved into good to me anyway .. I am better, i luv the verse, I FEEL CONNECTED TO THE VERSE .. but it is not good for someone like me you see .. I have such a vivid imagination, i may be super smart to most, but my mind is that of a child mostly .. i must be grounded .. i must make another decision .. i am not running away anymore .. i am RUNNING TOWARD .. see .. i will always write now .. ALWAYS .. i get my tat this weekend .. my first memory one .. tiny it may be, mine forever you see .. LOVE AND LIGHT TO U ALL ..

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