Just Scatters ..

you don’t really wish to hear
of the horror’s endured
do you wish to know
how almost died twice told

you don’t really wish to know
how a mind can disappear and go
how a nightmare in your mind
never abates or relents anytime

you don’t really wish to see
all the tears i shed for me
time and time screaming shouts
for my life they left me without

you don’t really want to think
that is not the worst done me
survived again and again
but not a scar to show friends
shell granted bares no marks

you don’t really wish to believe
woke one day from a dream
as if time just stood still
never grew or even guilt
woke to pen whirling words

you don’t really agree
verse saying pen to live
penance for all my sins
mistakes made chime ring

you don’t really want this dark
that hides behind smiley snarks
do you really wish to know
question remains truth be told
do i care do i wish do i feel
does it matter, just scatters and scatters

*after i woke up, i was angry that i lost so much time ten years i lost* but it was as if time stood still for me from the day i woke up ..i am so grateful that i am alive and that i survived that dark time in my life* …how can you repay the gods for giving you back a life

Author: Leslie Stockton

I am a Poet it seems. But I am many things this is just a small part of who I am. I write *Love Ballads* and *Erotic* prose. This is my little world you see. My passions are *Art* *Music* *Poetry* *Health & Fitness* *Outdoor Activities* *Fashion* *Costuming* ..etc etc. I am a Leo except the part about being in the spotlight *whispers* my preference is home by a fire. I have many belief’s; like signs, patterns, numbers, colors, everything has an energy you see. All things!! To me anyway. That interaction we experience is a kind of sending and receiving of vibrations to me. The cliche’ ..DARK TO LIGHT applies. We are all connected and share *a something* which can not be defined nor understood in our current state of development. So within my limited brain capacity that is what i have chosen to believe in its barest form. But i follow my instincts and try to be a better human. If you ever met me, well I have been told I leave a lasting impression. May the Verse Be with You. ≧◠◡◠≦✌

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